I spend almost the entirety of practice concentrating on not saying, “Stop being such a little bitch” Or “Don’t be a pussy” 

I should definitely not be allowed to coach an 11-13 year old boys lacrosse team. 

I’m a mess today. Hung over. Or maybe still drunk. In less then 10 minutes children will be in my class making me want to die. Thank God I didn’t have a class 1st period. I definitely would have died.

I am really upset with taco bell right now. I payed $17 for 3 tacos. and I got the wrong sauce.

I handed them a $20, but they only gave me change for a $10. And instead of a cheesy gordita crunch with 2 soft tacos, I got 2 soft tacos and a hard taco. and I asked for mild sauce and they gave me hot. Basically whoever waited on me was completely retarded. 　

My ex is engaged. I just want a girlfriend so that someone else can hurt me as much as she did and I can spread out my feelings over more than one person. I keep telling myself I don’t care anymore and I’m over her, but there’s still a little piece that hurts. It’s almost gone, but not quite. I either need to find the love of my life and be happy, or I need someone else who is going to hurt me and I can quit thinking about Sarah and start thinking about this new person. Until I find someone good. This probably makes no sense, but whatever, my brain is weird.